Today is the last day of January. I'm excited because that means that tomorrow is February. It's a much better month; not only is it shorter, but right in the middle of the month you get Valentine's Day. As I've said before, I'm a sucker for "Valentimes" (as S-Boogie calls it). So far this year is going well. January flew by in a whirl of illness, working, and rain. Hopefully the next two months of darkness, disease, and dampness will fly by just as easily.
After four weeks of the new year my resolutions are still going well. I've been making an effort to have some scripture study time after Little Dude starts his nap each day. I haven't been really consistent so far, but I think it's a time that works well for me and I've been feeling more in tune than I have for quite a while. I've also been going to the gym pretty consistently three times a week, except for that week when I was sick. I think that each month I'm going to try and focus on adding one more healthy habit to my life. I'm not sure what to do in February. I'm not quite ready to cut back on sweets, especially my new favorite addiction. Maybe I will work on getting more sleep. I have a bad habit of staying up until midnight and that doesn't work well with my early mornings.
Also, I just received a new calling this last week. I felt a strong prompting to accept the calling, but I'm scared to death about it too. I'm going to be helping a boy in the Primary who needs one-on-one attention. I don't want to say too much about him out of respect for his family; I'm still a little stunned that they felt like I would be a good person for this calling and I feel very overwhelmed. I got a chance to get started last Sunday and I think it's going to be a challenge. At the same time, I feel a potential for growth in some way so we'll see.
That pretty much sums up January. So far this year is off to a fairly positive start. Hopefully it will keep going that way.
"I did write for a while in spite of them; but it does exhaust me a good deal—having to be so sly about it, or else meet with heavy opposition."
--Charlotte Perkins Gilman, "The Yellow Wallpaper"
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
Svithing a day late
Yesterday in Sacrament meeting one of the speakers asked, "Do you have a testimony of the resurrection?" I thought that was interesting, given the various things that have been happening in my life during the last few years. I also realized that this is one thing we really have to rely on faith and the Spirit to understand, since it's not going to happen for us to see and it won't happen to us directly for a while just yet. Also yesterday we went visiting teaching and taught a lesson about the purpose of our mortal life and the plan of salvation.
Then I came home and got on the internet and found out that President Hinckley had passed away. I guess my thoughts of mortality and death were appropriate after all. I can remember clearly finding out that President Benson had passed away. I was working at Taco Bell near my house and had stopped off after my shift to see my mom at the laundromat where she was washing my family's clothes. She told me that the prophet had died and I remember feeling really lost because I didn't remember any earlier transition. For some reason I have little memory of the tenure of President Hunter. I also clearly remember the General Conference when President Hinckley was sustained; I raised my hand to support him even though I didn't know much about him or what he would be like as a leader. He has been an amazing leader and an inspiration to me. His signature is on my mission call and I have had the opportunity to hear him speak in person several times. I know I will miss him, but I am happy that he was able to live such a full and positive life. I only hope I can do the same.
Then I came home and got on the internet and found out that President Hinckley had passed away. I guess my thoughts of mortality and death were appropriate after all. I can remember clearly finding out that President Benson had passed away. I was working at Taco Bell near my house and had stopped off after my shift to see my mom at the laundromat where she was washing my family's clothes. She told me that the prophet had died and I remember feeling really lost because I didn't remember any earlier transition. For some reason I have little memory of the tenure of President Hunter. I also clearly remember the General Conference when President Hinckley was sustained; I raised my hand to support him even though I didn't know much about him or what he would be like as a leader. He has been an amazing leader and an inspiration to me. His signature is on my mission call and I have had the opportunity to hear him speak in person several times. I know I will miss him, but I am happy that he was able to live such a full and positive life. I only hope I can do the same.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Warming My Heart
First of all, I'm impressed that I have 24 people who care enough about me to give me advice on shoe shopping. I probably won't be going shopping for a few more weeks, but I'll report on it when it happens.
Second of all, we have set up an email account for S-Boogie. At first I was a little hesitant about doing it, but she loves dictating emails for us to send on her behalf, and she can actually type a few words herself. It's a great tool for keeping in touch with distant family members. Plus she sends me some very sweet notes sometimes. Tonight I received this in my inbox:
Dear Mama,
Today is fun and I love my mama and everybody and all my friends love me and I love you and you love me and it was fun today to be with you. And I had fun in my class today and everybody was fun with me but I was sad a little bit times in my class and then I started not feeling sad anymore. And tomorrow I will have fun with you. And I love Mommy and Mommy loves me. And let's have fun together tomorrow, okay? Okay, we can have fun together tomorrow.
nmnmbvghfcxsfg
lov,e
[S-Boogie]
Second of all, we have set up an email account for S-Boogie. At first I was a little hesitant about doing it, but she loves dictating emails for us to send on her behalf, and she can actually type a few words herself. It's a great tool for keeping in touch with distant family members. Plus she sends me some very sweet notes sometimes. Tonight I received this in my inbox:
Dear Mama,
Today is fun and I love my mama and everybody and all my friends love me and I love you and you love me and it was fun today to be with you. And I had fun in my class today and everybody was fun with me but I was sad a little bit times in my class and then I started not feeling sad anymore. And tomorrow I will have fun with you. And I love Mommy and Mommy loves me. And let's have fun together tomorrow, okay? Okay, we can have fun together tomorrow.
nmnmbvghfcxsfg
lov,e
[S-Boogie]
Friday, January 25, 2008
The Truth Comes Out
I have a problem when it comes to buying shoes. Well, it's actually a problem with buying clothing in general. I'm cheap. Very cheap. I tend to have arbitrary price limits in my head and refuse to buy anything that costs more than that. This does come in handy considering our limited funds for things like clothing and shoes, but it also means that I tend to have a wardrobe of odd, non-matching, ill-fitting clothes. While it's true that I have found some great things at thrift stores and on clearance, I definitely have other clothes that are just plain lame. I will often choose to buy things because they are cheap, even sacrificing what I really want because it doesn't fit my predetermined price conventions. I am convincing myself to buy this jacket because it is comfortable, stylish, fits a wardrobe need (I don't have a blazer or jacket), and matches a skirt I already have. Oh and it comes in petite, so I can get a large that won't squeeze my tummy and not have sleeves that hang two inches below my hands. Definitely worth the money. I'll decide tonight.
Back to the shoes. Usually I buy my shoes at thrift stores. I actually used to buy them at Payless, but most of their styles scare me. I don't like heels, I don't like suede, I don't like strappy things (they make my feet look like sausages). For some reason in my head I don't think I should pay more than ten dollars for a pair of shoes. I'm beginning to realize that this is a bad idea. Especially since even Target doesn't sell shoes for less than twenty dollars. Plus I've been having a problem getting shoes that fit well. Like I said, many styles tend to give me sausage foot. I also have the problem of ending up with floppy shoes after I wear them a few times. Especially with tights or thin socks, my heels start popping out of my shoes and I feel like a moron shuffling along trying to keep from losing a shoe at church.
Today I finally looked up how to buy shoes online and measured my feet. Guess what I found out? I have wide feet. Very wide feet. According to one chart, I could possibly require extra-wide shoes. No wonder I love my Birkenstocks so much. Unfortunately I can't wear Birks while I teach. Also, I usually try on 8 1/2s or 9s, but I apparently should be somewhere between 7 1/2 or 8. The main reason why I am having a shoe crisis is that I now spend many hours a week standing up teaching. My feet hurt. Does anyone out there in blog land have some suggestions of where I could go to buy some stylish, comfortable, reasonably priced shoes that won't fall off my feet while I'm walking around the room?
By the way, this is just more evidence that I really am a Hobbit. I have enormous feet, I love to eat, and I'm short and hairy. Just don't ask me to guard the Ring; I'd rather not depart on an epic quest right now.
Back to the shoes. Usually I buy my shoes at thrift stores. I actually used to buy them at Payless, but most of their styles scare me. I don't like heels, I don't like suede, I don't like strappy things (they make my feet look like sausages). For some reason in my head I don't think I should pay more than ten dollars for a pair of shoes. I'm beginning to realize that this is a bad idea. Especially since even Target doesn't sell shoes for less than twenty dollars. Plus I've been having a problem getting shoes that fit well. Like I said, many styles tend to give me sausage foot. I also have the problem of ending up with floppy shoes after I wear them a few times. Especially with tights or thin socks, my heels start popping out of my shoes and I feel like a moron shuffling along trying to keep from losing a shoe at church.
Today I finally looked up how to buy shoes online and measured my feet. Guess what I found out? I have wide feet. Very wide feet. According to one chart, I could possibly require extra-wide shoes. No wonder I love my Birkenstocks so much. Unfortunately I can't wear Birks while I teach. Also, I usually try on 8 1/2s or 9s, but I apparently should be somewhere between 7 1/2 or 8. The main reason why I am having a shoe crisis is that I now spend many hours a week standing up teaching. My feet hurt. Does anyone out there in blog land have some suggestions of where I could go to buy some stylish, comfortable, reasonably priced shoes that won't fall off my feet while I'm walking around the room?
By the way, this is just more evidence that I really am a Hobbit. I have enormous feet, I love to eat, and I'm short and hairy. Just don't ask me to guard the Ring; I'd rather not depart on an epic quest right now.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
I'm not a homosexual, but I play one on TV
I guess I'm starting to feel better because I'm getting fired up over the news today. To be blunt, I get really pissed off when people use the tragedies of others for their own political agenda. I've had a few sudden deaths in my family over the years and so I have a lot of empathy for Heath Ledger's family and friends right now.
I really don't get why people are freaking out because, as an actor, he pretended to be a homosexual man in a movie. Um, that's what actors do. Why don't we condemn everyone who plays child molesters, mass murderers, adulterers, torturers, and so on? How many people were picketing Marlon Brando's funeral? Also, has anyone who thinks Brokeback Mountain promotes a "gay agenda" actually seen the movie? If you can call living a life of quiet desperation, sleeping with prostitutes, breaking up your family, and getting beaten to death some kind of gay idyll, then I think you're pretty strange. While it's true that the movie portrays its characters sympathetically I had no desire to switch my orientation and move to Wyoming (sorry Sam). This is yet another reason why I'm glad I don't listen to Fox News.
I really don't get why people are freaking out because, as an actor, he pretended to be a homosexual man in a movie. Um, that's what actors do. Why don't we condemn everyone who plays child molesters, mass murderers, adulterers, torturers, and so on? How many people were picketing Marlon Brando's funeral? Also, has anyone who thinks Brokeback Mountain promotes a "gay agenda" actually seen the movie? If you can call living a life of quiet desperation, sleeping with prostitutes, breaking up your family, and getting beaten to death some kind of gay idyll, then I think you're pretty strange. While it's true that the movie portrays its characters sympathetically I had no desire to switch my orientation and move to Wyoming (sorry Sam). This is yet another reason why I'm glad I don't listen to Fox News.
Monday, January 21, 2008
Misery
Little Dude was sick for about a week. He finally stopped having a fever last Thursday and has only been moderately cranky and snotty since then. Having him sick for that long was difficult and I was so happy when he got over it. Then Thursday night I tossed and turned feverishly. I woke up Friday with a sore throat, a headache, and a very bad temper. I've been feeling pretty crummy ever since then. My throat, tongue, and jaw ache. I can't stop coughing and I am amazed at the amount of snot that my head is producing. The only consolation is that today is a holiday so I don't have to get dressed and go to work. Except that tomorrow I need to. Hopefully I'll still have a voice by then. And I won't have killed myself just to make the suffering stop.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Cars I Have Loved
The other night on the freeway I saw a Jeep and suddenly had a flashback to that time in my life when I thought that was the coolest car in the world. I'm not really a "car person", but over time I have been obsessed with a few. I thought it was interesting to look back on them and what they say about the kind of person I was at the time.
Toyota Corolla
I remember being about five or six and deciding that I wanted a Corolla. It had to be almond-colored. I don't think I really even knew what a Corolla was, but somewhere I had heard the phrase "almond-colored Corolla" and decided that it sounded fascinating. There were a lot of phrases I fell in love with as a kid, even though I didn't really know what they meant. For a number of years my sister and I were obsessed with Weight Watchers, even though we had no clue what it involved. I just loved the alliteration of the phrase.
Geo Storm
When I was about 11, the Geo Storm appeared on the scene. I thought they were so cool, although I have no idea why. But I wanted one. It had to be turquoise. Of course this was also the time when bike shorts with lace, hypercolor shirts, and giant bangs were cool.
Jeep
During high school I decided that I wanted a Jeep. I wasn't sure if I wanted a Cherokee or a Wrangler, but I liked them both. This was the time during my life that I became obsessed with Alaska. I had a plan to buy a Jeep and spend the summer after high school driving the Alaska Highway. I used to be a lot more adventurous and outdoorsy than I am now. I'm not sure what happened, but I haven't been camping since high school.
Renault Clio
I was trying to find a good picture of the specific car I was in love with, but I couldn't. There was a particular two-door model with cute bubbly headlights that was all over Spain during my mission. I really wanted one. I wanted to move back to Spain and live in a fun apartment and spend my days driving like a maniac with crazy Euro-pop blasting from my sporty little European car. Sigh.
Subaru Outback
I think that at least half the people in Seattle drive Subarus. I wasn't even aware of them until we moved here, and for a while I went through a period of intense Subaru jealousy. They are roomier than our car, but still fun. And they drive well in ice and snow. I just need to get one and cover it with some fun bumper stickers like "Republicans for Voldemort" and "Who Would Jesus Bomb?". Then I'll fit right in.
Right now I have a bit of minivan jealousy (just a bit), but mostly I long for something with remote entry. Trying to get two kids in the car while having to unlock every door by hand is not very fun anymore. We'll probably be getting a different car in the next year or two, and that is pretty much my only requirement as of right now. Hopefully by the time we're actually car shopping I can define my requirements a little more than that.
Toyota Corolla
I remember being about five or six and deciding that I wanted a Corolla. It had to be almond-colored. I don't think I really even knew what a Corolla was, but somewhere I had heard the phrase "almond-colored Corolla" and decided that it sounded fascinating. There were a lot of phrases I fell in love with as a kid, even though I didn't really know what they meant. For a number of years my sister and I were obsessed with Weight Watchers, even though we had no clue what it involved. I just loved the alliteration of the phrase.
Geo Storm
When I was about 11, the Geo Storm appeared on the scene. I thought they were so cool, although I have no idea why. But I wanted one. It had to be turquoise. Of course this was also the time when bike shorts with lace, hypercolor shirts, and giant bangs were cool.
Jeep
During high school I decided that I wanted a Jeep. I wasn't sure if I wanted a Cherokee or a Wrangler, but I liked them both. This was the time during my life that I became obsessed with Alaska. I had a plan to buy a Jeep and spend the summer after high school driving the Alaska Highway. I used to be a lot more adventurous and outdoorsy than I am now. I'm not sure what happened, but I haven't been camping since high school.
Renault Clio
I was trying to find a good picture of the specific car I was in love with, but I couldn't. There was a particular two-door model with cute bubbly headlights that was all over Spain during my mission. I really wanted one. I wanted to move back to Spain and live in a fun apartment and spend my days driving like a maniac with crazy Euro-pop blasting from my sporty little European car. Sigh.
Subaru Outback
I think that at least half the people in Seattle drive Subarus. I wasn't even aware of them until we moved here, and for a while I went through a period of intense Subaru jealousy. They are roomier than our car, but still fun. And they drive well in ice and snow. I just need to get one and cover it with some fun bumper stickers like "Republicans for Voldemort" and "Who Would Jesus Bomb?". Then I'll fit right in.
Right now I have a bit of minivan jealousy (just a bit), but mostly I long for something with remote entry. Trying to get two kids in the car while having to unlock every door by hand is not very fun anymore. We'll probably be getting a different car in the next year or two, and that is pretty much my only requirement as of right now. Hopefully by the time we're actually car shopping I can define my requirements a little more than that.
Friday, January 18, 2008
It was inevitable
After nearly four-and-a-half years of parenting I finally made my first call to Poison Control today. I woke up not feeling very well this morning, so I tried to spend most of my time reading on the couch ignoring the children. S-Boogie had a friend over and they were playing in her room. I thought Little Dude was in there with them, but then the girls ran in yelling that he had made a big mess in the hall. Turns out he was getting into the hall closet dumping things out. Most of the medicine is out of his reach, but a few things got left down where they shouldn't be. At first I thought he had just dumped out a big bottle of Rolaids. Then I found a mostly empty bottle of chewable acetaminophen and realized that Little Dude's mouth was purple and smelled like grape. According to the bottle there should have been 30 tablets, but there were only 7 left. I know we've used a few, so he could have eaten somewhere between 15 and 20 tablets. Not good. I called up Poison Control and they reassured me that for his weight that should not be a toxic dose. We just can't give him any more medicine for a few days. I feel so bad because I'm usually so careful about these kinds of things. I do, however, usually spend most of my time trying to ignore the kids so I can read. I guess I should be a little more suspicious next time things get quiet.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
My Year in Places
First of all, I just wanted to say thanks to everyone for your kind comments on my previous post. There's a little article about the incident here, if you're interested. I talked to my dad on the phone tonight and he reported that most of my family has been able to gather for the funeral. I wish I could be there tomorrow, but I hope that keeping them in my thoughts and prayers is good enough. Thanks to all my readers for your sympathy even though you don't know my family personally.
Several friends have posted this new meme, which I think is kind of cool. We travelled a lot last year, sometimes for happy events and sometimes for not so happy reasons. But here's a list of the places I stayed overnight in during 2007. I only hope 2008 is not quite so hectic.
Roseburg, OR
El Cerrito, CA
Elko, NV
Orem, UT
Smoot, WY
Baker City, OR
Orem, UT (two trips in a row)
Salt Lake City, UT
Spanish Fork, UT
Orem, UT (again--hi Lika!)
Makakilo, HI
Pahoa, HI
Cannon Beach, OR
Beaverton, OR
Whidbey Island, WA
Baker City, OR
Spanish Fork, UT
Las Vegas, NV
Orem, UT
I think Orem is the clear winner this time around. I have no idea about our plans for 2008. We will probably not be travelling anywhere until this summer, and that will also involve moving. So things could be interesting. I kind of hope for a night or two away somewhere on an island for my birthday, but I'm not holding my breath. If we have a choice between an island getaway and moving money, I'm willing to sacrifice romance for that.
Several friends have posted this new meme, which I think is kind of cool. We travelled a lot last year, sometimes for happy events and sometimes for not so happy reasons. But here's a list of the places I stayed overnight in during 2007. I only hope 2008 is not quite so hectic.
Roseburg, OR
El Cerrito, CA
Elko, NV
Orem, UT
Smoot, WY
Baker City, OR
Orem, UT (two trips in a row)
Salt Lake City, UT
Spanish Fork, UT
Orem, UT (again--hi Lika!)
Makakilo, HI
Pahoa, HI
Cannon Beach, OR
Beaverton, OR
Whidbey Island, WA
Baker City, OR
Spanish Fork, UT
Las Vegas, NV
Orem, UT
I think Orem is the clear winner this time around. I have no idea about our plans for 2008. We will probably not be travelling anywhere until this summer, and that will also involve moving. So things could be interesting. I kind of hope for a night or two away somewhere on an island for my birthday, but I'm not holding my breath. If we have a choice between an island getaway and moving money, I'm willing to sacrifice romance for that.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Heavy Hearted
I know I just posted about the great blessings in my life. And I have a lot right now. But for the last few weeks I've been feeling pretty down. I'm sure part of it is the cold, rain, and darkness around here. Plus it seems like every time I look at my computer the headlines are just horrible. The night before Christmas a girl in a town near here decided to kill her whole family, including her young niece and nephew. She shot her mom while she was wrapping presents for the grandkids. I keep seeing updates on the pregnant girl that got killed and burned and on the guy who decided to kill his children. Then there's the girl in Utah who was shot by her ex-husband. On her birthday. In front of her mom. Drunk drivers, child abuse, war--it's just getting to be too much. Especially since many of these stories involve people my age or who have children the same ages as mine.
I've always enjoyed reading the news, but it's really getting me down lately. It's not only that. We've had several family members and friends going through some serious trials too. I think that just adds on to everything else. It's kind of strange because last year was a very bad time for me, and I felt like it wasn't for many other people I knew. Now I feel like the only one with blessings.
My mom just called last night to let me know that my uncle died in an avalanche yesterday. Not only that, but there were two other guys with him. All of them have families and they are all from the same small town and ward. My heart aches. Within less than three years my mom has lost a sister, her mother, and now a brother-in-law. This post doesn't have much point, really. I still have a testimony and I still know that "joy comes in the morning". But sometimes the night seems really long.
I've always enjoyed reading the news, but it's really getting me down lately. It's not only that. We've had several family members and friends going through some serious trials too. I think that just adds on to everything else. It's kind of strange because last year was a very bad time for me, and I felt like it wasn't for many other people I knew. Now I feel like the only one with blessings.
My mom just called last night to let me know that my uncle died in an avalanche yesterday. Not only that, but there were two other guys with him. All of them have families and they are all from the same small town and ward. My heart aches. Within less than three years my mom has lost a sister, her mother, and now a brother-in-law. This post doesn't have much point, really. I still have a testimony and I still know that "joy comes in the morning". But sometimes the night seems really long.
Friday, January 11, 2008
I love Friday!
This week was the beginning of a new quarter for me. I spent most of the last month in a state of limbo with work. For quite a while it looked like I would not have any classes to teach. But then a bunch of students suddenly registered for both classes and I found myself teaching four evenings a week. I am now teaching Monday through Thursday from 5:30 to 8:00. Plus I get to commute each night in the dark and the rain (yes it's dark by 4:30 when I leave my house). So far it's been a little exhausting. But at the same time, when I am in class the time just flies. I really do like teaching a lot. I feel somewhat timid still but I am learning how to direct things and how to teach well, but the fact that five out of six students from my 101 class signed up for 102 is a big confidence booster. I also remind myself of last year when Mr. Fob was not only in school but working two or three jobs. Now we both have the weekends completely off, and I get Fridays as well. Plus I still have plenty of time during the day to spend with my kids and to get stuff done in the house. And we're not having to pay for childcare like we would if I were working during the day. So now I'm grateful that I did finish my degree, I'm grateful to have a supportive husband, and I'm grateful for the school that hired me and the students who are so eager to take my classes. I hope I feel just as grateful in 11 more weeks. We'll see.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Raindrops on Roses
I haven't been posting as much because things have been busy getting started teaching again (more on that later). But I wanted to pass along some of my favorite things that I've discovered lately:
With some Christmas money (well, gift card) we finally got a laundry sorter. I'm in love with the fact that my laundry room is now organized and we don't have piles of dirty clothes and random baskets hanging around.
The other day at Ikea we picked up these bibs and they are perfect for Little Dude. I love the fact that they stay on and they cover up his entire shirt and sleeves. So nice! By the way, if you live close to Ikea and don't have any of their kids' dishes, you really should pick some up. They are cheap and durable.
I recently discovered Cinnamon Wheat Thins and they are my new snack of choice. Not too sweet, but just enough to feel like a treat.
We also checked out Baby Signing Time from the library and I really like it. I was a little skeptical because we have the first three volumes of regular Signing Time and they have most of the same signs. But I like the music on these and the kids on them are all little, plus it's signs that are most useful to little guys. Little Dude now consistently signs hat, shoes, and bus when we go outside.
With some Christmas money (well, gift card) we finally got a laundry sorter. I'm in love with the fact that my laundry room is now organized and we don't have piles of dirty clothes and random baskets hanging around.
The other day at Ikea we picked up these bibs and they are perfect for Little Dude. I love the fact that they stay on and they cover up his entire shirt and sleeves. So nice! By the way, if you live close to Ikea and don't have any of their kids' dishes, you really should pick some up. They are cheap and durable.
I recently discovered Cinnamon Wheat Thins and they are my new snack of choice. Not too sweet, but just enough to feel like a treat.
We also checked out Baby Signing Time from the library and I really like it. I was a little skeptical because we have the first three volumes of regular Signing Time and they have most of the same signs. But I like the music on these and the kids on them are all little, plus it's signs that are most useful to little guys. Little Dude now consistently signs hat, shoes, and bus when we go outside.
Sunday, January 06, 2008
The holidays are officially over
Tomorrow we get back into our usual routines. A month of vacation sounded like a good idea, and it really was for the most part. But that doesn't mean that we're not all a little bit happy to get back to regular life. I'm still not sure yet if I'm going to be teaching one class, two classes, or none at all. It's looking like two classes but nothing is certain yet. Either way, I'm still feeling a little sad about the end of the holidays. If you are too, try this recipe for Spanish hot chocolate. It's basically like drinking hot chocolate pudding. Make sure you have some kind of pastry to dip in it:
For each serving, mix together 1 cup milk, 1 1/2 tsp. cornstarch, and 2 oz. chopped bittersweet chocolate. Whisk constantly over medium heat until chocolate melts and mixture thickens and begins to bubble. It will thicken more after standing for about five minutes, and that will also help keep your tongue from burning up. I made a giant batch by using eight cups of milk and an entire bar of bittersweet chocolate from Trader Joe's (pound plus!). It's also best if you use whole milk. Just don't think about the calories.
Friday, January 04, 2008
Reading Roundup 2007
This won't be a very accurate picture of what I read last year, since I didn't write down books for January and February. But I think I will keep up my monthly reading summaries. It's mainly for myself; I'm looking forward to seeing how 2008 compares with 2007. I've been trying to be better about labelling posts, so if you click on "books" that will show you what I've been reading.
According to my blog, I read 96 books last year. I can think of at least 5 more that I read in January and February, so I probably read somewhere between 100 and 110 books in 2007. There were also some that I started and didn't finish; I've learned not to be afraid of doing that if I don't like something.
I read 46 fiction and 50 nonfiction books.
I read 58 books by women and 38 books by men. I know that I have a tendency to gravitate more towards female authors. I think this has more to do with subject matter--I like to read about women. It's more familiar and comfortable to me.
Almost all of the books I read were published during the later half of the twentieth century. They are also almost all by writers who write in English. I think next year I should try to read more books in Spanish (I didn't read any this year!) and more classics that I haven't read in a while or that I haven't ever read.
A few of the books that stand out to me from this year are:
Fiction
Never Let You Go by Kazuo Ishiguro
Atonement by Ian McEwan
Upstate by Kalisha Buckhanon
Fun Home by Alison Bechdel
The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
Finding Daddy by Louise Plummer
Nonfiction
Strange Piece of Paradise by Terri Jentz
A Girl Named Zippy and She Got Up Off the Couch by Haven Kimmel
Falling Through the Earth by Danielle Trussoni
Enrique's Journey by Sonia Nazario
The Omnivore's Dilemma by Michael Pollan
Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer
I also watched 31 movies, but I didn't start writing those down until May so the number is probably closest to 40. At least I watch a lot of movies in foreign languages. The standouts for me were:
The Motorcycle Diaries
The Lives of Others
Volver
Todo sobre mi madre
Maria Full of Grace
American Beauty
States of Grace
Pan's Labyrinth
According to my blog, I read 96 books last year. I can think of at least 5 more that I read in January and February, so I probably read somewhere between 100 and 110 books in 2007. There were also some that I started and didn't finish; I've learned not to be afraid of doing that if I don't like something.
I read 46 fiction and 50 nonfiction books.
I read 58 books by women and 38 books by men. I know that I have a tendency to gravitate more towards female authors. I think this has more to do with subject matter--I like to read about women. It's more familiar and comfortable to me.
Almost all of the books I read were published during the later half of the twentieth century. They are also almost all by writers who write in English. I think next year I should try to read more books in Spanish (I didn't read any this year!) and more classics that I haven't read in a while or that I haven't ever read.
A few of the books that stand out to me from this year are:
Fiction
Never Let You Go by Kazuo Ishiguro
Atonement by Ian McEwan
Upstate by Kalisha Buckhanon
Fun Home by Alison Bechdel
The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
Finding Daddy by Louise Plummer
Nonfiction
Strange Piece of Paradise by Terri Jentz
A Girl Named Zippy and She Got Up Off the Couch by Haven Kimmel
Falling Through the Earth by Danielle Trussoni
Enrique's Journey by Sonia Nazario
The Omnivore's Dilemma by Michael Pollan
Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer
I also watched 31 movies, but I didn't start writing those down until May so the number is probably closest to 40. At least I watch a lot of movies in foreign languages. The standouts for me were:
The Motorcycle Diaries
The Lives of Others
Volver
Todo sobre mi madre
Maria Full of Grace
American Beauty
States of Grace
Pan's Labyrinth
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Looking forward to 2008
I was trying to remember if I even set any goals for last year. Then I found this post and this one and remembered that I had. I actually did finish one of my major resolutions: finish my thesis and graduate. At this time last year I was really doubting that it would happen. I'm still pretty impressed with myself that I could pull it off (and I'm eternally grateful to all my friends, family, and colleagues that pitched in to help me out). I still feel a desire to be more spiritually "in shape" but don't feel that I've made much progress towards establishing a regular time for study and reflection. And trying to get in better physical shape is still an ongoing project. As for my other, short-term goals, I have made some progress there. I've read a lot of books and watched a lot of movies (yearly report coming up soon). I've also done some work on cross stitch while watching TV and movies, but I'm still avoiding the unfinished scrapbook. I've also done nothing about publication, learning another language, or reading much critical theory. Basically I've shed all vestiges of academia since graduating. Heh. Mr. Fob and I both agree that 2006 and 2007 were crappy years, last year especially. This year will see some big changes; Mr. Fob will graduate, hopefully he'll get a "real" job, hopefully we'll buy a house (maybe?), and I'll probably be back in school. I hope these are all positive things. And so my goals:
1. Physical Fitness: Yes, I know this is an ongoing project. But I really want it to work out. I see people around here who are so tanned and fit and can jog effortlessly instead of puffing around in too-tight jeans like I do. So I would really like to lose some weight--maybe 20 pounds or so this year. Even more than that, I want to feel comfortable and healthy. My Christmas gift was a gym membership, so hopefully that will help me on my way.
2. Spirituality: Another ongoing project. But I haven't been feeling close to God in the way I used to for some time now and I want to fix that. I'm trying to find some time in my schedule for study, prayer, and pondering. I want to make that a regular part of my life from now on.
Well, that's about all that I can think of. There are plenty of other things, like being kinder to my children and husband, fulfilling my callings better, learning more languages, etc. But I think I want to put my focus on these two areas of my life and see what happens. Check back in a year and find out.
1. Physical Fitness: Yes, I know this is an ongoing project. But I really want it to work out. I see people around here who are so tanned and fit and can jog effortlessly instead of puffing around in too-tight jeans like I do. So I would really like to lose some weight--maybe 20 pounds or so this year. Even more than that, I want to feel comfortable and healthy. My Christmas gift was a gym membership, so hopefully that will help me on my way.
2. Spirituality: Another ongoing project. But I haven't been feeling close to God in the way I used to for some time now and I want to fix that. I'm trying to find some time in my schedule for study, prayer, and pondering. I want to make that a regular part of my life from now on.
Well, that's about all that I can think of. There are plenty of other things, like being kinder to my children and husband, fulfilling my callings better, learning more languages, etc. But I think I want to put my focus on these two areas of my life and see what happens. Check back in a year and find out.
Reading Roundup: December
Book of a Thousand Days by Shannon Hale
This is a very good book, although I didn't feel as strongly about it as the Goose Girl series. If you liked those books then you will certainly like this one; the story is fairly similar. The voice of the main character is very strong and I liked her a lot, plus the diary format is interesting. I did figure out the major twist in the plot fairly early on, but it was still a good read.
Snow Flower and the Secret Fan by Lisa See
I mostly liked this book, but it probably won't go on my list of favorites. The writing was generally pretty good and the characters and story were compelling, but sometimes I felt too much like the voice wasn't very authentic. It felt in places like the author was trying to cram in all the information about nineteenth century China that she could, and while I appreciated that, it tended to distract from the story too much.
Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History by Laurel Thatcher Ulrich
I liked this book quite a lot and think it would make a good read for a book group. It's a great introduction to women's history and I think it serves as a non-threatening explanation of feminist theory that could help a lot of people I know who are scared of that term. If you've studied feminism in depth you probably will find this book a bit boring; although Ulrich is a professor and scholar, she is writing for a popular audience at an introductory level. When looked at from that angle, I think this book is great.
Women's Ways of Knowing: The Development of Self, Voice, and Mind
I've had this book on my shelf for a while, but I never got around to reading it. I found many parts of quite interesting and thought a lot about how they apply to me. On the other hand, many of the examples and conclusions seem dated now, twenty years after publication. It would be interesting to conduct a similar survey of women who have grown up with the changes in education brought about by the women's movement and see how they are different. I felt like some things in the book were exactly like my experience, but others seemed foreign to me.
The Island of Lost Maps by Miles Harvey
I really wanted to like this book. The subject matter was interesting and covered a lot of things that I like (true crime, history, libraries, maps). But I fell asleep twice while reading it. It was long and felt too often like the author was trying too hard to piece together things that weren't meant to fit. There were a lot of awkwardly phrased sentences as well and just plain tangents that left me feeling sleepy.
I Thought My Father Was God: And Other True Tales from NPR's National Story Project
This book was fascinating; it was a little like reading PostSecret and a bit like testimony meeting and a bit just plain weird. I really enjoyed it and found myself staying up late to finish it. Many of the stories felt a little strange and unpolished, but they were all very real and "true" as well. My only complaint was the title--I don't really like it, and it's not even the title of a story. When I finally got to the line itself within the book I felt disappointed. So--I don't like the title, but I loved the book. It was a great way to finish the year.
Movies
An Inconvenient Truth
After waiting for a very long time for our copy from the library I was eager to see this movie. Generally, I liked it. Most of the information in it was not new to me, but I thought the presentation was thoughtfully done and well put together. There were a few parts that seemed to be more about "why Al Gore is cool" instead of global warming, which I found weird. Also, it's good to watch the supplemental stuff on the DVD because there's a whole section of updates on some of the information from the DVD.
Volver
I'm now beginning to feel bad for ignoring Almodovar for so long, because he really is an excellent director. He manages to turn the tragic and ludicrous into something sweet and touching. This is another fabulous movie, not only because of the acting and the story, but the cinematography as well.
Frida
To be honest, I've never felt very attracted to Frida Khalo's work. I think it is interesting and certainly worthy of the fame it has gotten, but it's just not my style. However, I really liked this movie, especially the incorporation of her art in very interesting ways. Post-modernism is certainly the best way to go with an artist like Frida and I think this movie works on many levels. Just be warned: like one review pointed out, the movie depicts "hedonistic artists exploring their sexuality" numerous times.
The Gospel
The previews on this DVD were for the third Left Behind movie (it looked terrible), Rent, and DVDs of shows from the Seventies like Good Times and Sanford and Son. Apparently the marketers wanted to cover all their bases: religion, music, and black people. I enjoyed watching this movie and making some comparisons in my mind between Black cinema and Mormon cinema. The production values in this movie were higher than many Mormon movies I've seen, but I think if Mormons keep making movies this is where they could be in fifteen or twenty years. Anyways, I actually liked this movie a lot. The acting was decent, the story was interesting (and a lot of the details were new to me), and the music was great.
The Simpson's Movie
The main thing I thought when this movie finished was "it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be." It's really not. If you like The Simpsons you'll probably like this; if you don't, you won't.
Chocolat
This movie was very predictable in the plot and the characterization, and the direction wasn't spectacular. Nevertheless, I enjoyed it a lot and it was a good, fluffy, fun movie.
Marie Antoinette
Our last movie of 2007; after watching this and Lost in Translation I'm officially a Sofia Coppola fan. This movie is not like your usual historical costume drama, so I think that if you don't expect that you won't be disappointed.
This is a very good book, although I didn't feel as strongly about it as the Goose Girl series. If you liked those books then you will certainly like this one; the story is fairly similar. The voice of the main character is very strong and I liked her a lot, plus the diary format is interesting. I did figure out the major twist in the plot fairly early on, but it was still a good read.
Snow Flower and the Secret Fan by Lisa See
I mostly liked this book, but it probably won't go on my list of favorites. The writing was generally pretty good and the characters and story were compelling, but sometimes I felt too much like the voice wasn't very authentic. It felt in places like the author was trying to cram in all the information about nineteenth century China that she could, and while I appreciated that, it tended to distract from the story too much.
Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History by Laurel Thatcher Ulrich
I liked this book quite a lot and think it would make a good read for a book group. It's a great introduction to women's history and I think it serves as a non-threatening explanation of feminist theory that could help a lot of people I know who are scared of that term. If you've studied feminism in depth you probably will find this book a bit boring; although Ulrich is a professor and scholar, she is writing for a popular audience at an introductory level. When looked at from that angle, I think this book is great.
Women's Ways of Knowing: The Development of Self, Voice, and Mind
I've had this book on my shelf for a while, but I never got around to reading it. I found many parts of quite interesting and thought a lot about how they apply to me. On the other hand, many of the examples and conclusions seem dated now, twenty years after publication. It would be interesting to conduct a similar survey of women who have grown up with the changes in education brought about by the women's movement and see how they are different. I felt like some things in the book were exactly like my experience, but others seemed foreign to me.
Finding Daddy by Louise Plummer
Several years ago Mr. Fob and I went to a reading by Louise at BYU. She read an excerpt from this book, which was still unfinished at the time. I was a little disturbed by the dark subject matter, but she thought it was fun to write a thriller. I've been looking forward to this book for a while, and it did not disappoint. My only complaint with the book was that it was too short--I wanted to know more about the characters' lives after the book ended.
Enrique's Journey by Sonia Nazario
This book is adapted from a series of articles in the LA Times and it's quite engaging. I learned a lot more about immigration than I knew before; I didn't know the extent to which immigration from other countries was affecting Mexico nor how many women with small children were leaving them behind to come to the United States. The New York Times has also been doing a series about immigration that has a lot of interesting new information as well. When I finished the book I wanted to know more about the people and families involved, but their future is still unknown.The Island of Lost Maps by Miles Harvey
I really wanted to like this book. The subject matter was interesting and covered a lot of things that I like (true crime, history, libraries, maps). But I fell asleep twice while reading it. It was long and felt too often like the author was trying too hard to piece together things that weren't meant to fit. There were a lot of awkwardly phrased sentences as well and just plain tangents that left me feeling sleepy.
I Thought My Father Was God: And Other True Tales from NPR's National Story Project
This book was fascinating; it was a little like reading PostSecret and a bit like testimony meeting and a bit just plain weird. I really enjoyed it and found myself staying up late to finish it. Many of the stories felt a little strange and unpolished, but they were all very real and "true" as well. My only complaint was the title--I don't really like it, and it's not even the title of a story. When I finally got to the line itself within the book I felt disappointed. So--I don't like the title, but I loved the book. It was a great way to finish the year.
Movies
An Inconvenient Truth
After waiting for a very long time for our copy from the library I was eager to see this movie. Generally, I liked it. Most of the information in it was not new to me, but I thought the presentation was thoughtfully done and well put together. There were a few parts that seemed to be more about "why Al Gore is cool" instead of global warming, which I found weird. Also, it's good to watch the supplemental stuff on the DVD because there's a whole section of updates on some of the information from the DVD.
Volver
I'm now beginning to feel bad for ignoring Almodovar for so long, because he really is an excellent director. He manages to turn the tragic and ludicrous into something sweet and touching. This is another fabulous movie, not only because of the acting and the story, but the cinematography as well.
Frida
To be honest, I've never felt very attracted to Frida Khalo's work. I think it is interesting and certainly worthy of the fame it has gotten, but it's just not my style. However, I really liked this movie, especially the incorporation of her art in very interesting ways. Post-modernism is certainly the best way to go with an artist like Frida and I think this movie works on many levels. Just be warned: like one review pointed out, the movie depicts "hedonistic artists exploring their sexuality" numerous times.
The Gospel
The previews on this DVD were for the third Left Behind movie (it looked terrible), Rent, and DVDs of shows from the Seventies like Good Times and Sanford and Son. Apparently the marketers wanted to cover all their bases: religion, music, and black people. I enjoyed watching this movie and making some comparisons in my mind between Black cinema and Mormon cinema. The production values in this movie were higher than many Mormon movies I've seen, but I think if Mormons keep making movies this is where they could be in fifteen or twenty years. Anyways, I actually liked this movie a lot. The acting was decent, the story was interesting (and a lot of the details were new to me), and the music was great.
The Simpson's Movie
The main thing I thought when this movie finished was "it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be." It's really not. If you like The Simpsons you'll probably like this; if you don't, you won't.
Chocolat
This movie was very predictable in the plot and the characterization, and the direction wasn't spectacular. Nevertheless, I enjoyed it a lot and it was a good, fluffy, fun movie.
Marie Antoinette
Our last movie of 2007; after watching this and Lost in Translation I'm officially a Sofia Coppola fan. This movie is not like your usual historical costume drama, so I think that if you don't expect that you won't be disappointed.
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